Showing posts with label Beauty. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Beauty. Show all posts

Friday, December 19, 2014

Beauty Blinds the Bound

The heart slowly races with ease
yet the hands tremble calmly.
Blinking and staring into space
with no end, middle, or beginning
- of the stare not space.

The insignificant purpose-filled man
lays still; no motion to see within the empty moment.
Pondering on nothingness and its beauty
while breathing in nothingness called “air.”
He named it without significance or purpose.

Absently remaining in the present moment purposefully
placing trust in the continuance of existence without ever really existing.
Consciously looking without eyes to see
not knowing his eyes were blind and knowing he didn’t want sight.
Beauty blinds the bound in their own rebellion.

Terrified that life is really death and death is really
Life; Refusing to experience freedom because laying still feels
so good. The tingling numbness pushes death
while the legs remain motionless and restless without knowing
that rest exists not in stillness but in a Person.

Death always felt good as long as it was chosen
but Life chooses those who he wants.
Motion was given, purpose fulfilled, meaning explained
and none of it found in space
but in this Person and Life.

Thursday, March 6, 2014

Beauty Admist Sorrow


At what moment(s) in your life have you found beauty amidst sorrow?
Just recently I went through a very rough patch in my Christian walk with Christ. I just felt downcast, distraught, and depressed. After I came to the acceptance that it was okay to be sad and down God began to show me how worthy He is for my joy and my rest. I remember the first time after this season that God broke me down emotionally in front of my wife and His beauty became all the more vivid. He is still working on me and I occasionally struggle with depression, but God is working in my heart. He is actively seeking to make me more like Jesus, and I thank Him that He gives me joy, He sustains my joy, and He is the reason for my joy! Joy is a gift. Joy is seeing the glory of Christ. Joy is only found in Christ, and He has made that unforgettably clear during that time in my life. 

God is good and gracious.

Jacob Luis Gonzales